During the early days of my life I was thinking is there really a God ? Since I was not having confirm idea about him or his powers I used to take responsibility of whatever I was doing and whatever was happening in my life. I was threatened of my sins and I was proud of my good deeds.
But I was experiencing a very strong force beyond my control indulging me into various incidences. As I did not truly believe in God and very negligible number of people around me truly believe in God, I was consistently under tremendous pressure of my responsibilities and expectations due to my resistance to the natural life.
Some miracles happened at my young age but I was not accepting that such miracles can happen. Myself and the people around me thought that it is part of some disease.While talking to my friend about these miracles I revealed that there is certain sequence which is guiding me towards a definite destination of enlightenment. The aspects which I was neglecting as blind spots were brighter than my imagination. The things to which myself and all people surrounding me were giving importance were actually the stray things and the hidden miracles were the precious gems God was constantly adding to my pocket without my desire rather in spite of my resistance.
After having changed the way of looking towards the life my past, present and even future become a song in praise of the God. I understood the meaning of what God is talking to me. He was posting the message of UNITY in our minds.
Three major miracles I experienced were as follows -
1} I seen Saibaba in bright white light flooded all around him with my open eyes not in dream but while I was sitting awake.
2}I heard the chanting JAY JAY RAM KRISHN HARI alongwith allied musical instruments like pakhavaj, tal etc. while I was walking on a lonely road.
3}I automatically experienced deep meditation in front of Her Holiness Latatai Bhishikar.
All these miracles bestowed unto me divine happiness.These are only a few examples. Now my life is like free flowing water completely under control of merciful God. May my life give you divine joy.
But I was experiencing a very strong force beyond my control indulging me into various incidences. As I did not truly believe in God and very negligible number of people around me truly believe in God, I was consistently under tremendous pressure of my responsibilities and expectations due to my resistance to the natural life.
Some miracles happened at my young age but I was not accepting that such miracles can happen. Myself and the people around me thought that it is part of some disease.While talking to my friend about these miracles I revealed that there is certain sequence which is guiding me towards a definite destination of enlightenment. The aspects which I was neglecting as blind spots were brighter than my imagination. The things to which myself and all people surrounding me were giving importance were actually the stray things and the hidden miracles were the precious gems God was constantly adding to my pocket without my desire rather in spite of my resistance.
After having changed the way of looking towards the life my past, present and even future become a song in praise of the God. I understood the meaning of what God is talking to me. He was posting the message of UNITY in our minds.
Three major miracles I experienced were as follows -
1} I seen Saibaba in bright white light flooded all around him with my open eyes not in dream but while I was sitting awake.
2}I heard the chanting JAY JAY RAM KRISHN HARI alongwith allied musical instruments like pakhavaj, tal etc. while I was walking on a lonely road.
3}I automatically experienced deep meditation in front of Her Holiness Latatai Bhishikar.
All these miracles bestowed unto me divine happiness.These are only a few examples. Now my life is like free flowing water completely under control of merciful God. May my life give you divine joy.
